&& joke me something awful...
Monday, August 21, 2006
9:29 AM
today talked to winnie... confronted abt the bad mouthing with her golden gap.. and now nic gotten pulled into the picture.. so am i rite to say is this a get back? who is who.. wad is going on.. i'm thinking!!! i'm goin bonkas.
derek and atiq is with me... and derek and i had onli quarreled once in our 4 yrs of friendship! and i realli appriciate him being my best friend. well.. wad he thinks is that.. is lies mounting onto more lies.. these lies are juz used to cover their firty tracks.
so is life so hypocritical? isnt there anyone to be frank? i like someone whom is honest and goes straight to the point. i hate biding round the bush.
wad winnie said had also reflected upon me.. according to her.. many said i am BOSSY!. hmz... maybe to a certain extent yesh.. do i have a choice? being a chair person isnt easy. i cant always do thing on my own.. i do have to seek for help dun i?
thinking back again.. i was so close to nic.. she was the one whom back stab me.. being a 2-face person.. so yeah she talked bad abt me.. how the hell am i suppose to go up to her and say, hey though u bad mouth me u r still my best friend.. i'm mean than wad's the point of being best friends? freak la.. 3 yrs man.. it's long.. and she would juz ruin all these? have i seen her true colours so late?
nini and nana found out abt it earlier.. and dey did bother to try telling me.. but i'm bone headed. i wun believe till i experience it.. and yesh.. i have found my wound... and she juz had to rub the salt against it..!! thnks nic for the great wonders u have done.. i seriously still do treat u as a friend.. but nvr again we could ever be that close. u have change utterly till like.. me and derek has realli given up on u.. whenever we see u, we r lost for words. wad do we have to say..
U WERE our bestfriend once.. but nvr again! u back stab me.. i didnt take it at all..
and u go around ppl back saying i back stab u? WAKE UP UR IDEA!! who's the one talking first... and please i was the one backstabbing... have u come to think of it.. am i that childish?
the drawing the liine idea was from mr tan! we didnt noe wad to do with u.. we seek TEACHERs! and yesh is not one but many!!! get the idea! we seek for advice.. did u! we care and u treated us like dirt!!!
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends &&
